Spent for good

Friday, April 5, 2019

Friday. The. Week. Ends. Are you tired? It’s spring break for some, so maybe not. I am spent. Too much travel, too many plates spinning, too many self imposed expectations.  My mind and body are tired.

I wonder how Christ felt with the weight of the world’s sin and His crucifixion just two weeks away. It’s unfathomable to imagine the desolation He was experiencing as a man.

God, You are my God; I eagerly seek YouI thirst for Youmy body faints for You in a land that is dry, desolate, and without waterSo I gaze on You in the sanctuary to see Your strength and Your glory. Psalm 63:1-2

My humanity is painfully obvious to me. My limitations are real. Yet He is with me, so…

My lips will glorify You because Your faithful love is better than life. So I will praise You as long as I live; at Your name, I will lift up my hands. You satisfy me as with rich food; my mouth will praise You with joyful lips. Psalm 63:3-5

In the midst of being beyond my limits, I know He is my satisfaction. The choice is always the water of life or not. God’s satisfying presence or not. Something false, fake – a facade of the fountain of life. That is always the choice – spent or not.

When I think of You as I lie on my bed, I meditate on You during the night watches because You are my helper; I will rejoice in the shadow of Your wings.  I follow close to You; Your right hand holds on to me. Psalm 63:6-8

I cannot hold on to much, yet I know He holds on to me. I rest in the shadow of His wing, I trust and confidently hope in the Lord. He will renew my strength and satisfy me.

Wherever you are, whatever your strength in this moment, He is calling you in to a deeper relationship with Him. In Him there is sustaining life and the joy of His strengthening presence.  Maybe being spent and thirsty for living waters, deep satisfaction, is really for my good.

Whatever your lot, what will you drink of today?

 

 

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